Down and out.. but not yet...........

I met this person..  Pretty .. Very intelligent, Very verbose..  Blunt and truthful she called it .. I called it rude and obnoxious ( would have agreed if she could take what she dished out). Yet I saw potential, that soft human spark that came to light sometimes..  That intermittent spark which would be shut down as soon she became aware of it.. I always wondered what had happened to turn this awesome sensitive person into someone so suspect of everyone and everything around her..

Life sometimes questions us.. our faith .. our resolve..  even our sense of who we are.. It changes us , molds us in ways we could never imagine..does it  really now?.. some say we are molded under pressure into the real person that we really are deep inside.. Well.. i refuse to believe that.. I believe we become someone who can survive that  pressure.. Good or Bad.. to survive is important.. The problem is we stay that way until we have some other overwhelming reason to change...

Wonder how i have turned out after my knocks in life..

I really wonder....